Amazing 2015

Saya jarang menulis tentang pergantian tahun. Tapi spesial untuk tahun 2015 ini, ingin mengabadikan Kalaedioskop Drama Saya sepanjang 2015. :D

Pelajaran yang super berharga yang bisa saya dapat di tahun 2015.

1. SABAR

2. PERSISTENT

3. BANGKIT

4. BERSYUKUR

5. PERCAYA

Dari awal tahun hingga akhir tahun 2015 Alhamdulillah, sedikitpun tidak ada yang sia-sia. Setidaknya saya pernah hampir kuliah di Birmingham, Newcastle, Wageningen Unversity, Universitet Claude Bernard Lyon, Kyushu University, dan ITB. Semuanya ada yang masih masuk gerbang awal. Ada yang sudah diterima tinggal nunggu beasiswa, eh GAGAL. Ada yang udah tinggal pengumuman beasiswa eh GAGAL, ad lagi yang application udah lengkap, eh H-seminggu interview GUGUR hanya karena hal sepele yang dilakukan pihak lain, Ada yang Prof rela ngePostin by air-mail LoA jauh-jauh dari negeri di benua biru ke Bontang kota cuilik, dan eikeh hanya bisa lihat amplop sambil mbatin Mister, I don't have much money to go there, even I extremely eager to be your student. 

Dari kejadian alay bin drama banget ini, aku jadi banyak belajar, segala sesuatu sudah ad yang mengatur, jika itu bukan rizkimu, jodohmu, kamu berjuang keras tidak akan bisa menjadi milikmu. Begitupula dengan hal yang tak kau sangka, tetiba bisa saja menjadi milikmu. Let see apa yang akan terjadi di 2016? Semoga pelajaran jatuh bangun ditahun lalu, bisa lebih menguatkan diri untuk menghadapi drama (yang sepertinya akan lebih mendrama) di tahun 2016. (ciah alay pake banget ulala ulala)

Dan saya masih penasaran dan menantikan, apa sih rahasia Mu untukku yang masih Kau simpan rapat-rapat. Apa rahasia dari semua perjalanan yang kecut manis asem ini. 

Semoga kedepan lebih kuat, ga gampang baperan (lelah sakit terus eaa eaa), and maybe it is time to let you go (segala yang lalu-lalu maksudnya) and welcome for you (masa depan yang masih sangat rahasia) :) :) :)

tapi kalo gagal gagal... gagal,... terus sukses, sumpah rasanya speechhless pake banget, mau nangis, mau seneng bingung hahaha... If you got many failures, believe it, those are just gifts from your God indeed. I can't illustrate that feeling, trust me. 

Maybe that's feeling that I will get if  I've found you... hiyakkk 

Semoga perjalanan yang belum berakhir ini, bisa jadi dongeng yang bisa diturunkan ke adik anak cucu,bahwa kakaknya Ibunya Neneknya seorang pejuang lo.. hahaha (narsis, maap)

WRITING LESSON #part10

Popular events like the football world cup and other international sporting occasions are essential in easing international tension and releasing patriotic emotions in safe way.

To what extent do you agree or disagree with this statement?

It is certainly clear that international sporting events can unite the nation entire the world. Despite, there are some critical tensions such as political problem or war happened between some countries. Personally, I extremely agree building the international reconciliation through the sport matches.

In actual fact, it is a common that should be some political problems happened between two or more states because many rigid of international rules which are not always suitable with the each country’s condition.  To reduce this critical tension actually there are many effective ways, for example inviting some country’s delegation to create some more peaceable activities. Nevertheless, the precious events, that have been worked over a hundred of years, is international sport occasions such international Olympiad, football world cup and more.

It is undeniable that all of the elements in the sport events, not only the rules but also the athlete itself, usually totally respect with the fairness. Therefore, because of this reason, I have been convinced to argue that sporting occasions is the best measure to release the patriotic emotions in safe way. As we know, during these worthy events people will got many new friends from other countries and absolutely they will forget all of problem where actually they have been being faced. For example, even Indonesia and Malaysia often got misunderstanding related with some bilateral problems, yet when their own athletes match in the same field, they should unite in the same place and ease their national tension. Obviously, the reconciliation between both of these countries might be released indirect.

In conclusion, international sport events are the best way to create the reconciliation between two or more problematic states.  

WRITING LESSON #part9

Some people say that the best way to improve public health is by increasing the number of sport facilities. Others, however, say that this would have little effect on public health and that other measures are required.

Discuss both these views and give your own opinion?

It is obviously clear that one of the serious problems happened between people today is the declining of health level. Most of nations extremely believe that government should take a part to resolve this critical problem such as improve the health facilities, however, personally I certainly agree with this. Despite, some people tend to against this idea, because it is going to give a few effects for other society services.

On the one hand, in actual fact, people today vulnerable waste their free time just collapse on their own home surrounded by many lack of nutrition foods. Moreover, this unhealthy habit currently has been much more common activity between teenagers and elderly people. Some of them argue that they do not have much leisure time to do some exercises because of their rigid time table and because they do not have some fitness equipments. Based on this case, government should create the greatest idea increasing the health life style among the modern persons. For example, installing the public sport equipment in the garden, it might be giving more easiness way for people to do exercise with their own family, more it can improve the rate of health level condition. 

On the other hand, if government builds some more public sport infrastructures, it might increase the national expenditures particular for health services. This situation will be affected to other cases such as rising of the price of the general society’s tax, because they should pay more to support that government’s program. Besides, some people think that it is not best idea to tackle the unhealthy problem because interest to sport is not universal so some people might be distracted through these public facilities, moreover there are not all of sport equipments that can be used by all of range of age.

In conclusion, even building many public sport services gives some disadvantage, yet this is the compulsory for the government to increase the society’s health level.

WRITING LESSON #part8

TELEWORKING

Teleworking, or the use of telecommunications to allow people to work from home, should be adopted by all employers in order to improve the quality of life of their staff. To what extent do you agree or disagree with this statement?

It is clear that now days technology brings massive impacts up for every single part of our life. Some people today may be working in different ways like used to such as using teleworking method. Obviously, it is more flexible, cheaper, and easier. However, there may be offered many easiness ways, but personally I totally disagree with this idea and I will explain why.

The comfortably features that have been provided by high-tech give many worthy advantages particularly for personal business sector. Becoming a trend among our societies today to start up their business by online, usually it is called by online shops. Having a business by using teleworking method should be cheaper and easier, moreover they can do other activities such as travelling, cooking, doing household duties while running the business. Yet, this method should be only suitable for individual business which does not need many employers.

On the other hand, as we know, many people work as an employer in the one of factories. Indeed, working as a team should be practiced among the workers, because they will face many kind of technical problems that they should break it. Therefore, using telecommunication to allow them to work from home is not compatible for this kind of careers. Improving the quality of life of their staff not only by letting them to work closely with their family but also by improving their salaries, safety in the work place, it might be much more meaning for them and their family’s life.

In conclusion, improving the level of life of the employers not only let them to do their duties in home or using the worthy features of technology but also improving their safety and salary should be more precious for their life.

WRITING LESSON #part7

CAMBRIDGE 9/ TEST 2/ TASK 2

Some people believe that unpaid community service should be a compulsory part of high school programs (for example working for a charity, improving the neighborhood or teaching sports to younger children),

To what extent do you agree or disagree?

A problem for teenagers today is being more selfish and careless person for the societies. There may be many ideas appeared recently to tackle this serious problem. Personally, I extremely agree requiring students to work out in the charity services should be the wise choice either for pupils or societies itself.

There might be a common role among today’s education world that student should study in school more than twelve hours in a day with many home-works. It is clear that pupils today are more tiring and busier than before, they do not have much free time play around with their close friends, because of almost of their precious time just for carrying out the assignments. Obviously, if we let this thoughtful habit exist for a long time, it might kill their social feeling and become a disaster for the community itself.

Forcing the unpaid community service that becomes a mandatory part of high school programs should be an effective solution to face this main problem. Through this honorable activities should improve either student s social character or neighborhood condition, because by involving their selves in this activity directly, they might be learned many kind of social knowledge that cannot be gained in the formal education. At the same time, they should be made the improvement for the society.

In conclusion, to decline the number of individualism people among the society should be broke from the teenagers, making them more social like doing the charity activities is the key to resolve this critical problem.

WRITING LESSON #part6

CAMBRIDGE 8 / TEST 3/ TASK 2

Increasing the price of petrol is the best way to solve growing traffic and pollution problems.

To what extent do you agree or disagree?

What other measures do you think might be effective?

Climate crisis is the big problem through these days among populations in this world, some of that reasons are traffic jam and pollution effect. Many bad news about the environment itself figures out lately, consider this, many ideas related with revealing environment come up. Some people believe increasing the price of fuel will be worked to solve this. Personally, I completely disagree that it becomes the best problem solver. Herein, in the following essay, I will explain other effective measures.

First of all, transportation expenditures become the major reason where have made increasing the traffic jam. Living through green lifestyle will be an effective solution. Green lifestyle is one of method to reducing using harsh effect energy in all of our daily activities such as lowering using cars to transport us from one place to another, yet it can be changed by walking or riding bicycle. Thus method is going to decrease traffic jam rapidly.

On the other hand, some people believe that the high-price of petrol can decrease the pollution problem effectively, but, exactly it is not the wise solution for society at all. Another solution to revealing our environment from global damage is expansion re-planting program started from our home to the broad neighborhood such as our city and country. Besides, take care of our precious treasure, forest, is the main responsibility. Therefore, there are many wise and effective solutions to make the rate of emission fell.

In conclusion, to take care of our environment from global damage is actually started from ourselves back to nature, lowering using harsh effect energy through our own lifestyle.  

WRITING LESSON #part5

CAMBRIDGE 8/ TEST 1/TASK 2

Some people think that parents should teach children how to be good member of society. Others, however, believe that school is the place to learn this.

Discuss both these views and give your own opinion

We live in the midst of several kinds of person called society that have many norms to keep them up in the harmonic relationships. Others society is also the main source which has a role to build everyone’s character. My view is, however, most of people think that school is the best place to learn how to be a good person, but personally the best place and people to learn it is parents.

Being a good person between the societies is a must, but building a beauty personality cannot be made in the short of time. Building everyone’s character should be started from their childhood, because the term of gold brain, the best time for brain to learn everything, is when people still child. At that time, parent being an important person who has a power to bring up their children, it seems they become the primary teacher for person’s life. To make it succeeds, parents have to make family is the first and best school for kids, because learning the simple family regulations such as brushing teeth before bed time, is the first step to fulfill the society’s norms.

The counter argument is that school is the best place to learn how to be a good member of society. There is no doubt that, now days, school provides many kinds of high education facilities, besides in this place student can get the virtual society systems such as learning team work through their own friends. Obviously, most of people believe that school is the best place to prepare their children to face their future with a good personality. Unsurprisingly, being a today’s trend that many parents put a fully reliance to build their kids personality in school.

 In conclusion, even school provides many kind of education facilities that can fulfill children education needs. Yet, family especially parent is the first neighborhood that human faced in their whole live, and it will take a fully responsible for their future.

WRITING LESSON #part4

CAMBRIDGE 7/TASK 2

Some people who have been in prison become good citizen later, and it is often argued that these are the best people to talk to teenagers about the dangers of committing a crime.

To what extent do you agree or disagree?

The dangers of committing a crime for teenagers have became the priority concern between parents today. Some of them think that avoid this condition by learning directly with people who have been in prison is good way. Personally, I extremely disagree that it will be the best method to protect the youngster from a crime.

The main cause of committing a crime is the worst of moral education among the society. Therefore, unsurprisingly there are many criminality cases that surrounding people particularly for teenagers. To protect children from it, they should enclose with positive environment, have some good friendships, work in the good community, have valuable activities, and live among the great brotherhood. From this condition they will be apart from the dangers of violation automatically.

On the other hand, learning through someone’s experiences is sometime the effective way to understand things. For instance, related with this case, some people believe that learning from ex-prisoner’s experience will be worth for their children protection. Yet, commonly most of people cannot believe easily with people who have bad background such as ex-prisoners. Moreover, family education is the best way to keep them safe from crime influence, harmonic relation between the members of family is the main foundation to make family education much more worth.

In conclusion, learning the experiences from people who have been living in the prison is not bad method to protect children from dangers of crime. However, the best way is increasing moral education started from family relation itself. 

WRITING LESSON #part3

CAMBRIDGE 8/ TEST 4/ TASK 2

In some countries the average weight of people is increasing and their levels of health and fitness are decreasing.

What do you think are the causes of these problems and what measures could be taken to solve them?

In fact, many data show the society of developed countries currently living through their worst behaviors. It is completely going to influence their level of health and fitness. This essay I will explain why and how to solve this case.

People today, especially who are living in the big country, have many duties for their occupation. Unsurprisingly, they have spent their weekdays in the work place, either for working until midnight or for working in a whole day. Consequently, they do not have much time to make a notice for their body needs such as doing an exercise or eating health food. Bad news, modern people have not used their leisure time as good as they can. Most of persons today are spending their free time just lying down on their sofa for watching TV or reading book surrounding with many cookies. This habit is the main cause of obesity, the popular health risk for the developed country people.

As we know, almost the main cause of health risk among the big country society is bad time management. All of them are just over focused for their careers and forgetting for their health condition. To solve this problem, making the strict health daily activities schedule is a must for them. Not only concern for their occupation but also give space time for their body needs, for example doing exercise just few minutes every day. Besides, they should control and pay more attention for their food. Organic food such as vegetables and fruits are the best choice for daily meals, and avoiding some kind of fast food.

In conclusion, living in this modern era is vulnerable to decrease our level of health. However, we should manage our time and food especially for our body’s needs as good as we can. 

WRITING LESSON #part2

CAMBRIDGE 8/ TEST 2/ TASK 2

Now days the way many people interact with each other has changed because of technology.

In what ways has technology affected the types of relationship people make?

Has this become a positive or negative development?

There is no doubt that the development of technology has affected the way many people interactions. Most of today’s high-tech has provided many advance features which are bringing the people’s life easily. This condition will give some benefits for the society relationship and in this essay I will explain why.

As we know, citizen used to spend much more time to do every single thing, for example the ancient people used pigeon to send their letters and it would spend more than a day to do it. Yet, in this modern era, people can touch with their family in many simple and fast ways, even they living far away from their home. All of it, because of advance technology expansion, it can make the world being the tiny place seemed the entire country in this world closer. This fact is one of the power of high-techs that has affected and has changed people’s lifestyle being fast.

Moreover, technology has provided many kind of simplicities. However these simplicities can make persons more individualism, because they believe that with today’s technology anything seems possible. They can do some activities in the short time, for example when I was a child my mom spent much time to wash my family’s clothes, but today she just put it on in a washing machine, and it will be done no more than an hour, it is very simple. Women used to do just household activities, but currently they can do other activities such as working in an office because of technology.

In conclusion, development of technology has given massive effects, either negative or positive effects particularly in interaction way among society. However, the majority of these effects are simple and fast lifestyle. 

Note: This writing same as the previous writing, I just want to write the advantage side.

WRITING LESSON #part1

Cambridge 8/ Test 2/ Task 2

Now days, the way many people interact with each other has changed because of technology.

In what ways has technology affected the types of relationships people make?

That has become a positive or negative development?

It is true that technology has changed a lot the social relations among society in this world. My view is that this fact of high tech development has become a negative development for society not only for the relationships but also for their psychological effect and this essay I will explain why.

First of all, now days, most of people living in the modern lifestyle who do not want to be a left behind person in every single side of their life such as their clothes mode, news, food, car, and the popular one is gadget related with advance technology development. Because of that reason, many high-tech factories have been release their simple advance product containing some complexity parts due to make easier for the consumer. This fact will influence citizens very much to fulfill their own desire about technology, because they believe that technology will bring them to the easiest lifestyle and make them to be an up-to-date person among their own society.

Secondly, as we know from the first paragraph, most of people believe that with today’s technology almost anything seems possible. Because of that, people are much more individualism rather than people in the past. They are living with their technology and their own selves. It seems they do not need everyone’s help ever. It is not like used to be people always help each other in the previous decade. For the simple example, parents today are less talkative person for their children even they sit side by side, and it becomes the common scenes among us, because they just focused to their gadget.

In conclusion, I understand that technology development has positive effect especially to prove the science. However, it will give a huge worst effect for the society regarding on its advance features that will influence the society relationships.  

05052015

05052015 (Tanggalnya bagus ya, kamu ga ada mau ngasih apa gitu? Mumpung tanggalnya bagus :p :p ) ini mah modus namanya, modus malak -_-

Tapii tapii aku makasih banget buat kalian semuaaa, tanpa kuminta buat ngasih sesuatu di tanggal cantik itu, Kalian semua sudah memberikan banyak doa. Alhamdulillah, kado yang lebih dari apapun. Makasih makasih.... :D :D :D

Ga terasa sudah segini aja umur, semoga semakin berkah, semoga segala yang diinginkan diridhoi, semoga dipermudah jalan dan dilancarkan segala urusan, semakin dewasa, semakin didekatakan dengan yang baik baik (baik rizkinya, baik jodohnya :p ) .Dan semoga bisa buat garasi pribadi especially for everything about flower painting, Love it!! :D Amiiin

Terimakasih selama 24 tahun ini, banyak kejutan-kejutan yang menarik, kehidupan itu lucu, terkadang kita menangisi hal yang tak perlu ditangisi, terkadang kita terlalu bahagia sehingga melupakan masih ada yang tak sebahagia kita. Semoga dikedepannya akan banyak dihadirkan kehidupan yang penuh tantangan, bertemu dengan lingkungan yang baik. Kata orang sih kalo hidup biasa-biasa aja ga seru ya, semoga semakin luar biasa kedepannya. Amiiin 

Hey you, yang udah overseas. Makash banget mash inget aku dimana-mana kalian berada, dadakan dapet video dari Amsterdam, dapet pesan dri teman di negeri sebelah, foto-foto yang sweet banget dari taiwan. Ah kalian selalu berhasil buat hatiku melting :)

Buat keluarga, tetep the number one. Ga bisa diungkapin kata-kata :D cepet pada balik krucils, biar rumah rame hehe :D :D

Nulisnya telat banget, karena pas hari H lagi hectic bangeet, karena sebuah pengumuman, sampe ga tidur smpe pagi :(

Pangakuan Konyol

Ohoooo, hal yang paling males buat jawab kalo ditanya asal?, trus rumah dimana?, trus dulu sekolah dimana?, TK, SD, MTs, SMA, Kuliah??? Oh meeen, hahaha butuh waktu yang cukup panjang buat jawab ini hehehehe.... ;)

Hahaha beginilah jika melakukan satu hal tapi buntu, sedang asik me-recalling hal-hal yang pernah dilakukan tapi buntu, malah keinget fakta-fakta yang perlu ditulis. Semua hanya bertujuan untuk mendokumentasi hal-hal konyol dan kece yang pernah kulakuin hihihi :p

Okeh, sesungguhnya, semua masa sekolah saya tidak pernah saya habiskan dalam satu kota, atau satu yayasan sekolah. Selalu berpindah-pindah alias no maden. Bukan karena orang tua saya yang punya pekerjaan berpindah-pindah layaknya orang kantoran. Tapi saya nya yang suka pindah pindah hahahaha :D Dan fakta-fakta unik ini harus ditulis :p

1. TK

- saya habiskan selama 2 tahun TK A dan TK B

- katanya sih kecepatan sekolah, umur 3 tahun udah suka duduk dikelas meski belum dianggap murid wkwkwkwk (bandel juga nih bocah), tapi setelah besar beruntung kalo kecepetan sekolah hihihi jadi ga tua tua amat lah ehemmm

- satu tahun TK A dihabiskan di Gresik Jawa Timur, namanya TK Kartini. 

- termasuk anak yang pendiam dan penakut, juga imut-imut (soalnya badan saya bener-bener kecil sewaktu itu)

- punya dua teman namanya Cantik (and she is very beautiful) dan Qomariah (ini rumahnya deket gua yang banyak kelelawarnya, kalo pulang main mesti amazed lihat kelelawar pada keluar dri sarangnya) and now I am really miss them, really want to meet them, and chit chat whatever we want, and how about our life story. Miss you girls :( (since that time, I never meet them anymore until now, even just calling or chatting huaaaa)

- TK B pindah ke Bontang, sekolahnya namanya maaf saya lupa

- cuman ada 2 kelas, satu kelas A dan satu kelas B

- gurunya cuman 3, 1 kepala sekolah merangkap guru, 2 guru murni. Kepala sekolah adalah si Ibu, namanya bu win killer takut banget sama orang ini, 2 guru yang lain adalah anak kembarnya, nah kalo ini baiikkk banget :)

- sekolah kebakaran hebat, akhirnya pindah sekolah, rupa sekolahnya kayak rumah panggung diatas rawa-rawa hiks. trus kembali kesekolah yang habis terbakar, sisa mainan yang bisa dipakai cuman seluncuran hik hiks

- sang penari jaipong, ahayyy selalu tampil kalo ada acara :p dan juga sempat menarikan tarian banjar.

- sering sekali didandani pakai baju adat, dan itu cantikk bangettt hahahaha (kalo lihat foto masa kecil)

- pernah juara ke 12 mewarnai huft :(

2. SD

- dari kelas 1-6 dihabiskan di Bontang

Pernikahan???

Pernikahan....

Hmmm kata-kata yang 10 tahun lalu sangat tabu untuk diucapakan, namun menjadi sangat sensitif akhir akhir ini. Yap sudah tradisi di negara sya perempuan berumur 20-sekian sudah mulai terjangkit penyakit sensitif dengan satu kata diatas. apalagi kalo lagi Family Gathering, atau waktu Lebaran, atau waktu kondangan, atau kalo lagi dikantor yang isinya sudah pada nikah. Bosen ya dengernya, tapi ya harus dinikmati, memang sudah umurnya..... 

nah jadi punya cita2 design undangan sendiri wkwkwk :D

Nampaknya bulan ini bulan bak sekali, banyak undangan pernikahan bertubi-tubi datang kerumah. Kalo sudah ada undangan gini yang biasa dilakukan para perempuan2 ini adalah bergosip hahahaha, penasaran sama gimana kisah mereka bisa ketemu, awal pertemuannya gimana, kok bisa mantap gitu hahaha. Beginilah bahasan ibu ibu ini -_- Dan dari semua cerita yang pernah ku dengar, memang semuanya sesuai dengan firman Allah. "yang baik akan mendapatkan yang baik, begitu pula sebaliknya" subhanallah...

IELTS I miss you :D

tereeet tereet lama kali sudah tak menulis sesuatu disini. Baiklah saya datang kembali. Kali ini saya ingin sedikit berbagi pengalaman (bisa dibilang juga oleh-oleh) kisah kasih tahun 2014 berkutat untuk menaklukkan salah satu jenis tes bahasa yang hmmm bagiku it totally makes me stress!! hahaha

maaf lebay... :p

Oke pertama, apa sih IELTS?? 

IELTS (International English Language Testing System) salah satu jenis tes bahasa inggris. Test ini berkiblat pada Cambridge, Inggris. Jadi bisa ditebak kalo kalian mau sekolah ke negara Inggris atau negera2 bekas jajahan inggris most of them, believe me, bakal minta requirement bahasanya pake IELTS. Dan rata-rata negara eropa minta IELTS juga, kecuali negara yang fanatik ya, misal prancis dan german, mereka butuh Delf atau B2 german hhohoho....

Selain IELTS sebenarnya masih ada tes bahasa inggris lainnya, contohnya ITP klo ini disponsori ETS kalo ITP masih oke di negara-negara Asia, tapi ada juga lo beberpa negera eropa yang mau nerima, dan juga denger-denger Amerika juga masih nerima. Selain itu ada juga IBT, nah kalo ini miliknya Amerika, hampir semuanya minta IBT, mau ke Harvard. atau MIT siapkan baik-baik IBT anda dan jangan lupa GMAT juga, Fighting!!

Kenapa saya memilih IELTS?

Karena...

Karena mendoakan adalah cara mencintai paling ikhlas

Karena diam adalah cara mencintai paling rahasia 

Karena hanya ini yang bisa kulakukan 


;)

(hihihihi) tepokjidad

Recalling!!!

Silent
Remember
Thinking
Recalling
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How old are you?
23
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Are you kidding me?
I can't remember the best performance of me through this age
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Wake up!!!